Finally!!

Friday, June 15, 2007

Finally!!  Current mood:  worried Well, the hearing was Monday the 11th... my divorce is final now!! Yea!! Things went really well for me. The judge ruled in my favor on most everything except one... Jeff's girlfriend (the same one he cheated on me with and got pregnant) is allowed to be around the kids when Jeff has them. This is very scary to me. For those of you who don't know the situation, this girl has stalked me, threatened to hurt me and even kill me on more than one occassion. During the process of the divorce the temporary orders set by the judge restricted her from ever being near the kids, but he decided to remove the restriction in the final orders because she and Jeff have a child together (and are living together) and it's too hard to work out visitation in this situation... I am very fearful that she may at some point take out her hatred towards me on my babies. PLEASE be praying for them and their saftey. I also worry about the kind of example she will be for them and the things she may say about me in front of them... if this happens it will be very upsetting to Tinzleigh to hear bad comments about her mommy. I would like to ask those of you who know Jeff and/or my kids to be aware of how they are being treated and taken care of if you ever happen to run into them or see them anywhere. It would be helpful to have extra eyes out there helping me look out for my kids. It breaks my heart to have the right to be with them and to protect them taken away from me. I feel very helpless, please be praying for all of us. Thank you to all of you who were praying about the hearing... it helped! Everything else worked out great! Thanks so much for all of you guys' support through all of this. I can't imagine how I could've made it this far without you. God bless!!!